Nothing stings as much as being betrayed by someone you once loved. The pain is worse than the machete wounds inflicted by the infamous Sungu Sungu gang members on their victims. You ask yourself what could possibly have gone wrong. Questions wring in your head. Could it possibly have been your doing? What did you ever do to deserve such?
When you are in love with someone, you always imagine that you will end up getting married, have to kids and grow old together. You never want to imagine that you might break up. And eventually it happens; and it’s never pretty. I wish there was some standard universally acceptable way of breaking up, that way lots of hearts would be protected.
I don’t even know where I’m headed with this post. It was supposed to be a rant. It was meant to hurt the persons involved. But…I just can’t quite muster the energy. Or maybe I have healed. Maybe both, I really don’t know.
I had meant to write 1000 words rambling on and on about the pain and rage I underwent…but here I am, wielding the complacency of a well fed cat. I am happy that things turned out the way they did. Maybe it was for the best.
Enough of that banter. I have moved on, possibly matured both mentally and emotionally in the process. But I keep asking myself. What drives people to ruin something perfect because of mere passers-by disguised as friends? What drives men or women to reveal so many secrets about their loved ones to total strangers? Why is it so hard for people in this generation to trust their loved ones?
Whatever happened to honor? Whatever happened to respecting other people’s privacy? Whatever happened to not airing your dirty laundry in public? Whatever happened to solving your issues behind closed doors, just the two of you?
Am I the only one who hates these people who claim to be your “besty” or “bff”?? I personally don’t put titles to friendships…one is simply either a friend or not. I don’t have many of those either way so I wouldn’t know
Anyway, this post was probably one of the most useless posts I’ve ever done. But I’m on a 300 words a day writing challenge. So yes it does count..However crappy it is 🙂
Haha so I’m not the only one who hates the ‘bff” thing? Those people end up ruining your life! I’ve really never had a heartbreak from a relationship, but I’ve had one from a “crush/mutual liking” thing, and it wasn’t pretty. I was probably very naive (and still am), but it hurt:( Anyway, my motto is never give 100% of your heart/feelings to anyone, they are not God, hence are not worth all of you.